I miss moment tym di mekah n madinah. Seriously, masa dsana i felt zero from problems, tenang wah semua. And ada those moment, kami jalan2 along the street, and azan nya lagi..hmm.. =( how i missed that place so much.. YaALLAH,murahkan our rezeki supaya dpt ksana lg. Amin. Aku tu tetdur tdi jap,then tbngun, tarus ku tkanang kan dsana ah.. And i missed them too, cwow, c.amin,unclemadi. and ada lg alarm hp c.usu ane azan frm mekah,lg tia buat ku tkanang kan sana.
Btw somethings bothering me lately ane, nuting much actualy. Ada lah one of our friends ane,well consider closed lah jua,yatah i feel that ia ane makin hari mkin sombong, exact words,buang batu. Ytah kn dmalam, aku atu ada msg ia lh nanya sumting, then ia reply, its a cold reply lah, pastu trus tah ku gtw eh ia makin sombong. Well baik jua tarus tarang ryt, haha. Frm now on mtki, biar tia ia dgn hidupnya. Sombong ane nda kn kmana. Allah atu maha adil, dude. =). Bh enough said, kn nyambung tidur. Mudahan tbngun sahur,dmalam dah nda tbngun.
Monday, August 16, 2010
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Got-no-idea-what-to put
*incase u guys are wondering napa ku tag u guys arah dis blog..
BFFM girls- I noe kamu tau every single story about us- since u guys are called ‘BFFM’ so I assumed ‘no secrets’ ryt? Lol =p
Ka ayu& Asad- u guys are the closest cousin to si sai.. & u noe the story too…
Hanif & roy- u guys know what happen… and nda payah ku update ku crita arah kamu lagi nanti haha lol
*thats why aku suruh kamu baca jua*
To Dk Siti Saiyidah phmd
Ive read all ur blogs.. *sigh*… First thing first, I would like to say my sorry for all what u had been. Honestly, never meant to hurt you.
I really need to explain few things here,
Regarding ‘Abg Sayang’
Nabihah Murad- I bet you already know this girl (to my understanding you udah liat her fb & even check profile pic nya apa ryt?)
Shes just fren of mine, org bibd contract staff dulu… yg pasal in relationship, engaged or whatever atu is nada actually.. kami sja sja buat..
Current status- shes not my gf or my ex gf as u claimed.
& pasal yg abg syanag atu… I remember hari ahad tu, ada tym me ke ubd atu kan tu.. pagi atu we texting macam biasa then tarus tarus u mia… I even ada Tanya si sue and c fiza.. mana u mia? I asked u the next day, and ingat apa u jawab? JUST BUSY…… then malamnya me masuk ur blog… rupanya u upset pasal ada comment biha pasal abg sayang thingy…
Fyi, I don’t even read the comment, all I know ada notifications but then comment nya nada…. Kana delete… nda tau lah sapa delete.. so I called biha just to reconfirm whether ia delete kah nda and ask her apa ia buat… so she told me ia nda ingat tapi katanya ada ‘syg’ lah… so I get it napa u upset… let see the situation here, ur upset arah me pasal things yg I don’t even know.. I don’t even read the comment… who to blame here?
Incase its my mistake.. im Soryyy….
Then pasal B-Hun thingy atu… Fyi, ive known this girl ages before I know you…
Shes my kawan dulu arah irc.(chat rooms), & the hun –b atu gelaran masa dulu n merakat sampai sekarang and shes ENGAGED!!!!!
And even masa I know her ia andang ada bf udah and baru baru ani ia btunang….
So for in this situation, im not depending myself, it just I feel its not my mistake for you to get hurt in this unclear situation but again, if its my mistake… IM sorry… or biyan-deh(mya org korea) hahaha lol
Then you ada mention jua, yg I still remember kah nda masa 29/8/2008 yg u ask me to jumpa u feel like tabalkan muka to ask for how I feel towards you… Honestly masa atu im thinking jua kan talk bout that things tapi alum me brani salnya seriously masa atu I still not sure what I feel towards you, and honestly masa im closed with you, im closed with other girl jua.. crina(remember) and I think atu jua salah satu reason napa you ask me out to clarify who I am to her… & noe wat I actually know napa u kan jumpa so ive decide a day before tani jumpa… to choose between two girls, is not an easy decision and finnaly I chosed YOU.. cause I feel more towards you.
As our relations going, my love started to grow. Honestly everytimes tani kan date out, bepikir ku tu apa kan dicakap kan coz u know what.you jenisnya pendiam nda bnyak bunyi… (I tink you noe that ).
Than last year mid june I tink. Our relations start to break down. You tarus tarus macam marah arah me. Ive no idea at all whats happening sampailah me paksa baru tah u suruh masuk ur blog. By then baru tah me tau whats going on.. Ive still remember apa yg you kusutkan.. Again pasal bini2 lain. First pasal Saliha sabli- ia te abg abg arah me- ex bibd staff. Kawan croy. This is the funniest thing, you jeles kan ia, I noe her n her bf. Her bf is my fren jua. So if tah banar me ada feeling arah ia and vece versa napa tah kami kan te ‘abg-abg te alai-alai rah fb I mean arah public yg tmpt you bulih liat and her bf bulih liat jua. Doesn’t make sense.
Then yg me ingat jua pasal our new staff arah bibd. cliza
Remember, u Tanya me ia lawa kah nda then me jawap ‘ bulihlah jua’
Then atu pun you sakitkan hati? Me baca tym atu me marah berabis.. me cakap ‘sekadar jua ia ane ah. Ntah lain org lain pendapat maybe for you itys hurting you.. Im sorry for that… & banyak lagi lah arah your blog yg dulu me nda notice baru tah me tau napa you tarus2 macam marah arah me.
Then after that ,disaster for me. I cant take it anymore. U marah/ kusut arah me for sumting me nda tau. Everytime me ask u said everyting is fine But sebenarnya ada something.. & Finnaly tani broke up.
& even u mentioned u ada again tabalkan muka to ask me for a second chance, seriously me mau sebenarnya tapi after baca ur blog all I do is hurting you… macam banyak hurts than happy moments so I decide not to carry on anymore. Me bepikir pa gunanya to teruskan kalau buat u sakit hati saja. Lagi pun me rasa you don’t have faith in me. U ada mentioned jua, my bday last year me ada suka one girl yes I admit ada namanya ctajidah. Honestly is not more than crush. Cematu cematu saja.
& now me lost contact udah sama ia. & me pikir its not good time for me to start new relations with other girl masa atu.
Then we move on, me mc u kadang kadang… & me ada msg u jua one day saying me missed you.. & its true.. I missed u that time. & u said u keep avoiding me pasal u pikir me be gf. Fyi’ after you, I had no gf till now. Crush atu adalh.. But again nda kemana. Cematu cematu saja.
Then lapas atu, tani bmsg msg balik.. Honestly masa atu my feeling towards you faded udah. And even ka ayu Tanya ari atu arah inbox pasal us lah. Sampai tah mulah babah meninggal.. I really think, u need accompany the most… I msgs u and try to cheer you up.. and then we start to jalan balik… liat wyg.. and so on.. until tah case comment arah fb atu.. then you start balik buat arah blog then sedih2 hurt2, upset2… and masalah nya here me nda tau langsung waahhh… unfair jua tu nda kah? So everytime lau me rasa you marah or apa mesti me check ur blog kah tu? Ani pun me tau bagas me baca ur blog… lau nda haram eh kan tauuu…banar tah… Sampai tah sekarang ani cemani kejadian nya..
& ive read jua, u give me specific time.. lau nuting happen jua u’l move on.. How the hell should I noe bout the time or whatsoever yg ada rah ur blog? Tell me? I tink this is 2nd time happended udah.. dulu awal2 masa tani kan broke up.. and ani jua reason nya why tani broke up ryt..
Theres some thing yg I don’t like, 1. You suka tarus jump into conclusion without further asking then by the end you sendiri yg sakit hati lapas u buat assumption atu 2, you suka pendam sendiri your problem apa yg you rasa esp kalau me buat salah 3. You so pendiam, ada plg you gtw ur not comfy with org yg you kenal, but me? I know you before that your BFFM atu & I see u can be so nda pendiam when with them, true ryt?
4. u judge book by its cover.. 5. Yg ani I don’t know you notice kah nda. Everytime kalau tani kan jalan kah liat wyg kah its always me yg awal2 mention kan bawa jalan.. Hmmmm… yg ani nda plg berapa me complain lah.. ganya still I have to mentioned it.
Atu lah but I believe you lagi banyak list the things you don’t like about me. Cause I Know im not a perfect person & I cant Be.
& now, kalau kana Tanya what I feel towards you.. Honestly I don’t know..
Since my feeling faded after brokeup, and recently start to rebuild and now? Hmmm… Anyhow im amazed & impressed to know how deep your love towards me…
& iJust read ur blog, uve move on , ive no right to ask you to stay, I don’t ask you to go.. cause I cant promise you these things wont happen again… Besides, me ada tbaca comment fiza arah ur blog yg im not worth it for you to be hurt… I admit it…im not thet worth…One thing for sure if u really go… im gonna lose someone that really have big loves for me.. & if you stay I cant promise u happy moments but I’l try my best to rebuild my love and not to hurt you anymore.. So give me time and have faith in me. But if u already decide to move on… , I’l pray for you happiness =),
Okay enough now I thing macam panjang sudah ne.. mun compo wah ne a+ ne wah ku dapat hahahahaha….
Guys… Sorry to involve you guys.. tapi awal akhirnya kamu mesti tau jua kan ne hehehe.. its nuting, I just want to clear the things here and solve out the misunderstanding thah happens since last year udah…
Bye~~~
BFFM girls- I noe kamu tau every single story about us- since u guys are called ‘BFFM’ so I assumed ‘no secrets’ ryt? Lol =p
Ka ayu& Asad- u guys are the closest cousin to si sai.. & u noe the story too…
Hanif & roy- u guys know what happen… and nda payah ku update ku crita arah kamu lagi nanti haha lol
*thats why aku suruh kamu baca jua*
To Dk Siti Saiyidah phmd
Ive read all ur blogs.. *sigh*… First thing first, I would like to say my sorry for all what u had been. Honestly, never meant to hurt you.
I really need to explain few things here,
Regarding ‘Abg Sayang’
Nabihah Murad- I bet you already know this girl (to my understanding you udah liat her fb & even check profile pic nya apa ryt?)
Shes just fren of mine, org bibd contract staff dulu… yg pasal in relationship, engaged or whatever atu is nada actually.. kami sja sja buat..
Current status- shes not my gf or my ex gf as u claimed.
& pasal yg abg syanag atu… I remember hari ahad tu, ada tym me ke ubd atu kan tu.. pagi atu we texting macam biasa then tarus tarus u mia… I even ada Tanya si sue and c fiza.. mana u mia? I asked u the next day, and ingat apa u jawab? JUST BUSY…… then malamnya me masuk ur blog… rupanya u upset pasal ada comment biha pasal abg sayang thingy…
Fyi, I don’t even read the comment, all I know ada notifications but then comment nya nada…. Kana delete… nda tau lah sapa delete.. so I called biha just to reconfirm whether ia delete kah nda and ask her apa ia buat… so she told me ia nda ingat tapi katanya ada ‘syg’ lah… so I get it napa u upset… let see the situation here, ur upset arah me pasal things yg I don’t even know.. I don’t even read the comment… who to blame here?
Incase its my mistake.. im Soryyy….
Then pasal B-Hun thingy atu… Fyi, ive known this girl ages before I know you…
Shes my kawan dulu arah irc.(chat rooms), & the hun –b atu gelaran masa dulu n merakat sampai sekarang and shes ENGAGED!!!!!
And even masa I know her ia andang ada bf udah and baru baru ani ia btunang….
So for in this situation, im not depending myself, it just I feel its not my mistake for you to get hurt in this unclear situation but again, if its my mistake… IM sorry… or biyan-deh(mya org korea) hahaha lol
Then you ada mention jua, yg I still remember kah nda masa 29/8/2008 yg u ask me to jumpa u feel like tabalkan muka to ask for how I feel towards you… Honestly masa atu im thinking jua kan talk bout that things tapi alum me brani salnya seriously masa atu I still not sure what I feel towards you, and honestly masa im closed with you, im closed with other girl jua.. crina(remember) and I think atu jua salah satu reason napa you ask me out to clarify who I am to her… & noe wat I actually know napa u kan jumpa so ive decide a day before tani jumpa… to choose between two girls, is not an easy decision and finnaly I chosed YOU.. cause I feel more towards you.
As our relations going, my love started to grow. Honestly everytimes tani kan date out, bepikir ku tu apa kan dicakap kan coz u know what.you jenisnya pendiam nda bnyak bunyi… (I tink you noe that ).
Than last year mid june I tink. Our relations start to break down. You tarus tarus macam marah arah me. Ive no idea at all whats happening sampailah me paksa baru tah u suruh masuk ur blog. By then baru tah me tau whats going on.. Ive still remember apa yg you kusutkan.. Again pasal bini2 lain. First pasal Saliha sabli- ia te abg abg arah me- ex bibd staff. Kawan croy. This is the funniest thing, you jeles kan ia, I noe her n her bf. Her bf is my fren jua. So if tah banar me ada feeling arah ia and vece versa napa tah kami kan te ‘abg-abg te alai-alai rah fb I mean arah public yg tmpt you bulih liat and her bf bulih liat jua. Doesn’t make sense.
Then yg me ingat jua pasal our new staff arah bibd. cliza
Remember, u Tanya me ia lawa kah nda then me jawap ‘ bulihlah jua’
Then atu pun you sakitkan hati? Me baca tym atu me marah berabis.. me cakap ‘sekadar jua ia ane ah. Ntah lain org lain pendapat maybe for you itys hurting you.. Im sorry for that… & banyak lagi lah arah your blog yg dulu me nda notice baru tah me tau napa you tarus2 macam marah arah me.
Then after that ,disaster for me. I cant take it anymore. U marah/ kusut arah me for sumting me nda tau. Everytime me ask u said everyting is fine But sebenarnya ada something.. & Finnaly tani broke up.
& even u mentioned u ada again tabalkan muka to ask me for a second chance, seriously me mau sebenarnya tapi after baca ur blog all I do is hurting you… macam banyak hurts than happy moments so I decide not to carry on anymore. Me bepikir pa gunanya to teruskan kalau buat u sakit hati saja. Lagi pun me rasa you don’t have faith in me. U ada mentioned jua, my bday last year me ada suka one girl yes I admit ada namanya ctajidah. Honestly is not more than crush. Cematu cematu saja.
& now me lost contact udah sama ia. & me pikir its not good time for me to start new relations with other girl masa atu.
Then we move on, me mc u kadang kadang… & me ada msg u jua one day saying me missed you.. & its true.. I missed u that time. & u said u keep avoiding me pasal u pikir me be gf. Fyi’ after you, I had no gf till now. Crush atu adalh.. But again nda kemana. Cematu cematu saja.
Then lapas atu, tani bmsg msg balik.. Honestly masa atu my feeling towards you faded udah. And even ka ayu Tanya ari atu arah inbox pasal us lah. Sampai tah mulah babah meninggal.. I really think, u need accompany the most… I msgs u and try to cheer you up.. and then we start to jalan balik… liat wyg.. and so on.. until tah case comment arah fb atu.. then you start balik buat arah blog then sedih2 hurt2, upset2… and masalah nya here me nda tau langsung waahhh… unfair jua tu nda kah? So everytime lau me rasa you marah or apa mesti me check ur blog kah tu? Ani pun me tau bagas me baca ur blog… lau nda haram eh kan tauuu…banar tah… Sampai tah sekarang ani cemani kejadian nya..
& ive read jua, u give me specific time.. lau nuting happen jua u’l move on.. How the hell should I noe bout the time or whatsoever yg ada rah ur blog? Tell me? I tink this is 2nd time happended udah.. dulu awal2 masa tani kan broke up.. and ani jua reason nya why tani broke up ryt..
Theres some thing yg I don’t like, 1. You suka tarus jump into conclusion without further asking then by the end you sendiri yg sakit hati lapas u buat assumption atu 2, you suka pendam sendiri your problem apa yg you rasa esp kalau me buat salah 3. You so pendiam, ada plg you gtw ur not comfy with org yg you kenal, but me? I know you before that your BFFM atu & I see u can be so nda pendiam when with them, true ryt?
4. u judge book by its cover.. 5. Yg ani I don’t know you notice kah nda. Everytime kalau tani kan jalan kah liat wyg kah its always me yg awal2 mention kan bawa jalan.. Hmmmm… yg ani nda plg berapa me complain lah.. ganya still I have to mentioned it.
Atu lah but I believe you lagi banyak list the things you don’t like about me. Cause I Know im not a perfect person & I cant Be.
& now, kalau kana Tanya what I feel towards you.. Honestly I don’t know..
Since my feeling faded after brokeup, and recently start to rebuild and now? Hmmm… Anyhow im amazed & impressed to know how deep your love towards me…
& iJust read ur blog, uve move on , ive no right to ask you to stay, I don’t ask you to go.. cause I cant promise you these things wont happen again… Besides, me ada tbaca comment fiza arah ur blog yg im not worth it for you to be hurt… I admit it…im not thet worth…One thing for sure if u really go… im gonna lose someone that really have big loves for me.. & if you stay I cant promise u happy moments but I’l try my best to rebuild my love and not to hurt you anymore.. So give me time and have faith in me. But if u already decide to move on… , I’l pray for you happiness =),
Okay enough now I thing macam panjang sudah ne.. mun compo wah ne a+ ne wah ku dapat hahahahaha….
Guys… Sorry to involve you guys.. tapi awal akhirnya kamu mesti tau jua kan ne hehehe.. its nuting, I just want to clear the things here and solve out the misunderstanding thah happens since last year udah…
Bye~~~
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